Posts Tagged ‘Spirituality’


July 14th, 2014

I bribe myself
I trick myself
I pull the wool over my eyes
So that I don’t stick my head back
Into the hole in the ground
Believing that everything will be alright

Some women use the words
Treat myself well

But to me
It’s still just a bribe
All the same

I fool myself into believing that
Material comforts will make me feel better
Will make up for all my unrequited loves
Will replace the touch of another human’s hands

I bait myself with trips to exotic countries
To have something to look forward to
To live for
If only for another 6 months or so

Can make a difference
You can bribe me
With a hug, a kind word, a smile, an acknowledgement
You can make this aloneness melt away

When you have nowhere left to go, go to Bali

When you have nowhere left to go, go to Bali

Random rambling , , ,


July 3rd, 2012


Dear me, it’s me

Please protect me on Sunday’s.

Allow me to never fall prey to the seductions of intellectual men.

To ignore the pleasures of the senses that lead to unwise choices.

And most of all,

Steer me away from the “walk of shame”, leading me only

To the path of righteous self respect, love, and contentment without


Prayer, desire, and begging , , , , ,